BORED!
im such a bored person. everyday is so bored. work, sleep, work, sleep. nothing better to do. had been watching sakura for past 4 hours. my life is so bored. well. the sakura that i had can last me for 16 hours. so boring.
raining heavily now. well. nothing much to say.
i totally got no mood to do anything. everyday is like so.. nothing to say..
been wanting to find someone to tok to. someone who will really listen to me. noe how i feel. but i guess the one person is myself. lol. although toking to myself sounds a bit insane. but dun you ppl agree that you yourself are the one who understand urself the most? knowing wad the hell you yourself are thinking and will never betray yourself. will never do anything to hurt yourself. will be the only one who will try your best and bring everything good for yourself? cos human beings are selfish. they will always think of themselves first before other. and i dun deny that.
will there be anyone who will sacrifice yourself for others or for the one you love? yes, there is. but usually, wad will the person get back in the end? nothing. ppl will definetly say that they wun wan anything in return. i dunno. but who noes when i really met this kind of person, it might change my thinkin.
there's once saying, been loved is usually better than to love someone. cos when your love someone, you will definetly suffer. in a relationship, there's nothing like equally love each other. one of it will definetly love the other more.
this thinking, it jus came out of the blue. it means nothing.
