Thursday, September 25, 2008
random thoughtscoming to making decision. im always a failure. i didnt lose to anyone. the only person that ive lost to is myself. so silly of me. thinking of weird weird things. well..
Sunday, September 21, 2008
pray hard that my boss wun remember. hope nothing will happen. hai.. nothing to do but pray hard. cos i really dunno how to explain. how sia. PRAY* lol..
5more days. hee. piggy piggy~ love you.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
the happinest thing today is to receive my baby's msg =Dhope everything is alright for him =) 9.38pm
Saturday, September 13, 2008
13 September. wake up in the morning at 8am. as my baby is going in army today le.. getting myself prepare everything and off we go.. well.. it is really an interesting experience to go there as is because got my baby so that i can go.. =)gather at pasir ris at around 10.30am waiting for the bus to go there. and reach the ferry there at around 11am? due to some accident on the journey to there. then we board the ferry, holding my baby's hand. =) it was acc with nice sea view.finally, we reach tekong. enjoying nice sea breeze too. we parted our ways after reaching there for a while.. as he need to go and collect his things ba.. went over to see the place that he gonna stay in for the next 3 months. quite a nice place. but if is going there for holiday then will be great.. hee..so lalalala.. watch some videos at the auditorium. then ate the food over there with baby and baby's family.that ended the trip there. will be seeing my baby in 2 weeks time. is only the first day and ive started missing him so much.
Monday, September 08, 2008
im so afraid that im not the one.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
SAVED TO DRAFT. (HIDDEN POST)
Saturday, September 06, 2008
BORED!
im such a bored person. everyday is so bored. work, sleep, work, sleep. nothing better to do. had been watching sakura for past 4 hours. my life is so bored. well. the sakura that i had can last me for 16 hours. so boring.
raining heavily now. well. nothing much to say.
i totally got no mood to do anything. everyday is like so.. nothing to say..
been wanting to find someone to tok to. someone who will really listen to me. noe how i feel. but i guess the one person is myself. lol. although toking to myself sounds a bit insane. but dun you ppl agree that you yourself are the one who understand urself the most? knowing wad the hell you yourself are thinking and will never betray yourself. will never do anything to hurt yourself. will be the only one who will try your best and bring everything good for yourself? cos human beings are selfish. they will always think of themselves first before other. and i dun deny that.
will there be anyone who will sacrifice yourself for others or for the one you love? yes, there is. but usually, wad will the person get back in the end? nothing. ppl will definetly say that they wun wan anything in return. i dunno. but who noes when i really met this kind of person, it might change my thinkin.
there's once saying, been loved is usually better than to love someone. cos when your love someone, you will definetly suffer. in a relationship, there's nothing like equally love each other. one of it will definetly love the other more.
this thinking, it jus came out of the blue. it means nothing.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
missing you is a daliy thing i will do. =)1 and a half more week. 13 Sep. shld i hang on to it? or shld i quit? im so so tired. jus wanna rest. but i will be bored and broke. which now has a monthly income, dun wish to break it. but after 1 year if not going to renew the contract, i might need to find another job again. all my colleague is saying that they will quit end of the year after the bonus.. blah blah blah.. so.. i dunno. must work until 1 year before i can get any bonus. cos im contract staff.. haiz..so ya.. shld i endure? for time being, yes ba.. unless got ppl step on my tail.. lol.. hahas..
