Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
LIFE IS FULL OF SO MANY DOS AND DON'TS. AND OF COS MAKING DECISION. MAKING A DECISION IS DAMN HARD FOR ME. COS I ALWAYS WILL THINK OF WILL I REGRET? WILL I END UP EVEN MORE UNHAPPY? WELL, MAKING A GOOD DECISION IS IMPORTANT. IN LIFE, IT ALWAYS CANT BEAR TO HAVE A SLIGHT MISTAKE. SOUND SO CHIM TO ME. BUT WHO IN THE LIFE DUN MAKE MISTAKES? EVERYONE BOUND TO MAKE MISTAKES AND IT DEPENDS ON HOW SERIOUS THE MISTAKE IS AND IF IT IS FORGIVABLE. PPL ALWAYS SAY, IF I NOE THIS OR THAT, I WILL NOT DO THIS OR THAT.. BLA.. THATS A SAYING, MAKING A DECISION IS LIKE WHEN YOU ARE OVERSEAS AND YOU SAW SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE AND WANTED TO BUY. BUT IF YOU DIDNT BUY IT AND TOOK THE PLANE BACK, YOU CAN NEVER OWN THE THING. EH.. ANYWAY YOU CAN TOOK THE PLANE BACK AGAIN TO BUY THE THING. LOL.ENOUGH OF THOSE LOGIC OR NON LOGIC SAYING. LOL. ONE MORE WEEK. 7 MORE DAYS. AND .... HOPE THAT I CAN SETTLE IT ONCE AND FOR ALL. DUN WAN TO WASTE TIME AND WASTE MONEY. RECENTLY I'M DAMN BROKE. ALSO DUNNO WHY. DIDNT SAVE ANY SINGLE CENT FOR THE PAST 5 MONTHS AND KEEP ON TOUCHING ON MY SAVINGS. THIS IS A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEM. OMG. WHEN CAN I EVER SAVE UNTIL MY TARGET?? LOL.ACTUALLY I DUN HAVE ANY TARGET. THE MORE THE MERRIER. ZZZZ.. DIDNT NOE HOW DID I EVER SURVIVE DURING MY POLY TIME WHEN THE PAY IS MORE THAN TWICE THE AMOUNT LESSER THAN NOW. EVEN THOUGH NOW IS ALSO VERY LITTLE LAH.. LOL . FAINT. NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME. HAIZ.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
HUMANS ARE THE MOST CUNNING CREATURE IN THIS WORLD. EVERYTHING THAT THEY SAID IS ALL A LIE. A LIE TO COVER THEIR MISTAKES AND TO COVER THEIR GREEDS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRUSTED THE PERSON, THEY WILL JUST BREAK THE TRUST AND LIE TO YOU. I TRUSTED YOU ALL SO MUCH AND YOU ALL ARE JUST TAKING ME AS A FOOL AND PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPEN. YOU ALL ARE CHEATERS. AND I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TRUST WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY. IVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY, I LISTEN AND BELIEVE YOU. BUT THIS KIND OF THING YOU ALL STILL WAN TO BLUFF YOUR WAY THROUGH. I HATE IT AND I'M GONNA PROTECT MYSELF AND NOT GOING TO BELIEVE ANY SINGLE WORD. WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY IS FULL OF CRAP AND SHIT. WHAT YOU ALL DID IS FOR YOU OWN BENIFIT AND YOU ALL ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF. I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE THIS STUPID BLOODY PLACE. NOTHING OVER HERE IS WORTH STAYING ANYMORE. INITIALLY I STILL TOT THAT YOU ALL ARE BAD, BUT AT LEAST SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST. BUT THE TRUTH IS NOT. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU TOOK ME FOR A RIDE, I BEAR WITH IT AND I STILL THINK THAT AT LEAST YOU ARE WORTH TRUSTING. SOMEONE THAT I CAN TALK TO. BUT YOU ALL ARE JUST TOO MUCH. IVE SEEN ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING. NOT GOING TO TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE. NOT EVEN MYSELF. I HATE THIS PLACE I HATE EVERYONE HERE. FULL OF CHEATERS. EVEN IN MY OWN WORLD, CANT FIND SOMEONE TO TRUST.
