Tuesday, October 27, 2009
IVE JUS GOT A WEIRD FEELING. SOMETHING THAT I DUNNO HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS. FEEL IT WHENEVER IM ALONE AT HOME. FEEL IT WHEN EVERYONE IS DOING SO WELL BUT IM STILL THE SAME OLD ME.
IVE GOT A PROBLEM. IF YOU ARE AWARE OF SOMETHING THAT YOU DUN WAN TO NOE, WILL YOU GO AND CLARIFY AND THRASH THINGS OUT? OR U WILL JUS PRETEND THAT YOU DUNNO ANYTHING AND BEAR EVERYTHING YOURSELF? PPL TELLING ME TO THINK OF THE WORSE CASE SCENARIO. AND I FULLY NOE WHAT WILL BE THE WORSE CASE SCENARIO IF I THRASH THINGS OUT. ITS JUS THAT IM NOT PREPARE FOR IT. OR I DUNNO IF IM ABLE TO HANDLE IT.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
PHOTOS ON 181009.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
BEEN SEENING EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT. HAPPY FOR THEM. THOSE WHO CAN FORGET ABOUT THE PAST AND CARRY ON WITH THEIR PRESENT AND FUTURE. WE SHOULD NOT CLING ON THE OUR PAST AS IT WILL ONLY HURT OR CAUSE DAMAGE TO YOUR PRESENT AND YOUR FUTURE. WHATS OVER IS OVER. YOU CAN NEVER WIND BACK THE CLOCK. SO TO ALL MY FRENS AND EVERYONE WHO WILL SEE THIS, PLEASE PLEASE, DUN CLING ON TO YOUR PAST OR KEEPING ON THINKING ABOUT YOUR PAST. IT WILL ONLY MAKE YOUR PRESENT SUFFER. AND DO YOU THINK YOUR PRESENT REALLY DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS? IT WILL ONLY CAUSE MORE AND MORE REGRET IN YOUR LIFE. WAD EVER THAT HAS OVER, I HAVE PUT BEHIND ME AND IT WILL NOT BOTHER ME ANYMORE. SO WAD ABOUT YOU? ACTUALLY I'VE NO IDEA WHO AM I ASKING. IT DOESNT MATTER ANYWAY. JUS TALKING ABOUT SOME RUBBISHES. I GUESS EVERYONE HAS A LEARNING STAGE TO PASS THROUGH. IT IS JUS THAT YOU NEED HOW MANY TIMES OR HOW LONG TO PASS IT. THIS SAME GOES FOR DRIVING. NO ONE ON EARTH NOES HOW TO DRIVE SINCE THE DAY HE OR SHE IS BORN. THEY WILL NEED TO GO THROUGH THE LEARNING STAGE, FALL AND CLIMB UP BEFORE THEY NOE HOW TO DRIVE. THEY ALSO NEED TO GO THROUGH LESSON AND TEST BEFORE THEY CAN DRIVE A CAR SAFETY. NOT EVERYONE IS ABLE TO PAST THE TEST AT THEIR FIRST TIME. SO IF THEY FAILED, THEY WILL NEED TO TRY AGAIN. BUT IF THEY FAILED, DO THEY HAVE TO COURAGE TO TAKE THE TEST AGAIN? OR WILL THEY JUS GIVE UP? IF YOU HAVE FALLEN OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP, WILL YOU TRY THE NEXT ONE AGAIN? OR YOU WILL WAN TO STAY SINGLE FOR YOU REST OF YOUR LIFE? THE SAME GOES FOR EVEN IF YOU PASS YOUR DRIVING TEST, BUT WILL YOU BE GURANTEE TO DRIVE SAFETY FOR YOUR REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR WILL YOU MET WITH AN ACCIDENT AND YOU DUN DARE TO ENTER A DRIVER SEAT AGAIN? IF YOU HAVE GONNA MARRIED WITH SOMEONE AND YOU REALISE THAT BOTH OF YOU REALLY DUN SUIT EACH OTHER AND ENDED UP DIVORCE, WILL YOU PICK UP YOUR COURAGE AND GET INTO ANOTHER MARRIAGE? OR YOU HAVE LOST TRUST IN EVERYONE? THIS POST IS SO CHIM. DUNNO HOW MANY PPL WILL UNDERSTAND. TO SUMMARRISE, ITS COMPARING DRIVING AND RELATIONSHIP. THERE'S PPL STARTED IT LATE OR EARLY. IT ALL DEPENDS ON INDIVIDUAL. RUBBISHES ME.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I ENVY PPL WHO CAN TAKE THINGS EASILY. IT IS SOMETHING THAT I CANT MASTER IT. PPL ALWAYS TELL ME TO TAKE THINGS EASILY AND DUN THINK IT UNTIL TOO COMPLICATED. BUT NO MATTER HOW I WAN TO SIMPIFY THINGS, IT JUS GETS MORE AND MORE COMPLICATED. IVE BEEN ASKING PPL, WAD IF YOU NOE SOMETHING THAT YOU DUN WISH TO NOE WAD WILL YOU DO? WILL YOU GO AND FIND OUT MORE? OR YOU WILL JUS KEEP QUIET? IF YOU NOE SOMEONE IS HIDING THINGS FROM YOU WAD WILL YOU DO? IF YOU NOE SOMEONE IS TELLING YOU A LIE, OR CHEATED ON YOU WAD WILL YOU DO? BEEN HEARING DIFF KIND OF COMMENTS AND ANSWERS BUT I JUS CANT FIND ONE THAT SUITS ME. I TOOK THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY AND I HATE TAT. IT MAKES ME SUFFER AND MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE. HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. SIMPLY LIVING IN HELL. IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE A CHOICE, IF YOU NOE THAT IF YOU NOE SOMETHINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU UNHAPPY, WILL YOU STILL WAN TO NOE? OR YOU WAN TO KEEP IN THE DARK AND PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED? I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THINGS WHEN I DUN MEAN IT.
