quite sad but also quite happy..
late for sch again!!!!! somemore is late for daniel lor.. cham.. dunno late for how many times le.. sian.. then stay at the workshop to do speaker.. decided to do one instead of two.. haiz.. cos scare cant finish.. then went to art friend with jonna.. nichelle went home to sleep.. haha.. at art friend saw the seniors.. haha.. then accompany jonna go peace centre to print something.. then actually wan to go carl junior and eat de.. but full house.. no place to sit.. so go ajisen and eat.. eat damn full.. saw yi hao and winnie at ps.. hahaha.. after that saw hou jun also... so qiao.. hahaha... have to learn mr sng's test le.. sian
p/s: SIAN ARH!!!
jonna ask mi to update!! hahahaha..
hmmm.. wad shld start with leh?? hahaha.. finally.. started doing on my speaker.. but i think all is crap lor.. sians.. sure die one.. hahaha.. was having lot of projects and test to hand in.. got studio, photoshop, ergo and mr sng's test.. test i sure fail one.. cos all his lesson like nv listen like tat.. sian.. then photoshop i all anyhow do de.. sian.. then studio, is crap.. hahaha ergo i also have no exact idea of how to do.. i really very sian.. i got two thinking de.. one is to do work and one is to slack.. but i always chose the slack one.. then alot of things nt done yet.!!!
p/s: it is starting to affect me more and more... cant i jus stopping thinking abt it!!!!????!!
reach home at around 12 plus ytd.. was damn tired.. feel like sleeping the moment i reach home.. but i cant.. sians.. cos have to rush out the ergo ppt and report... was very very very tired while im doing.. dun even how what i am writting lor.. but in the end, i jus wan to rest a while on the bed, but i fall asleep.. wake up at around 3 plus, but really cant tahan liao.. so jus pack everything and go to slp.. wake up at around 10.30 and im late for mr sng's class!!!! haiz.. call nichelle and ask her whether got alot of ppl come or not.. but even i rush to there is also already 11 plus le.. so not going le.. was thinking of going to gary's lesson at 1 de.. and i continue sleeping after the call.. but around 11 something, dunno is nichelle or jonna call me and say the gary's lesson was cancelled.. cos he was sick.. so i continue to slp.. wahahahaha.. slp until 3 something then jonna call me to wake mi up to do ergo.. cos i haven finish doing arh.. it has been such a long time since i slp for 12 hrs in a day.. but i miss one of the lesson.. was doing my ergo ppt till around 5.. then eat dinner le have to go to sch.. actually we thought that everyone have to present the ppt today de.. but when i reach sch, jonna they all told me that only mi her and nichelle do 5 slides, the rest or do 10, 20 or 30 plus of slides!!! sian liao.. somemore we never put in the 4 pleasures lor.. alot of thing never put in as well.. haiz.. we went to the class and ask desmond can we present next week then he say that only half of the class will be presenting today.. cos got lot of ppl arh.. in the end only around 6 or 7 ppl presented.. hahaha... then after go home le..
i cant find any words to describe how i feel wad is happening around mi!!!
wei.. im lost already
lost in a place where i noe i shldnt be at
how can i leave this place?
wake up at abt 9.30 today... haiz.. tired arh.. still have alot of things haven do.. got the vincent project, studio, photoshop and ergo.. haiz.. for the studio project, i didnt even buy the speaker yet.. sian.. must buy asap le.. if not die arh...
i knew the answer le
but i still hope for an different result
y is that so? can i wake up pls!!!!!
wah.. today damn tired.. went to sch at around ten plus.. had mr sng's lesson.. but not really listening.. sians.. after that went outside the coffeeshop to eat.. then went for gary's lesson.. was sitting outside then waiting for gary to come then i fall asleep sia.. haha.. then went in the classroom also sleep.. sians.. all he teach de i dun understand sia... haiz.. eat dinner and went for ergo class le.. mock test!!! cham liao.. dun even noe anything.. lol..ZZzzz..
depression?
all i can say im not that happy these days ba.. the reason. i knew it. but i really think that i shld not continue with it.. why is it this kind of things keep repeating?? i hate it but it is always like tat.. it has been the same dunno since when le.. i guess. it is all my fault ba.
