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okay. missing for 2 days. firstly becos at my attachment there blogger was blocked!! omg. i was shocked okay. sekali is because i always go blogger .. die.. hope is not!! haiz.. anyway. i will blog less and less le ba.. time for me to get back myself.
everything was fine since ytd. been having fun with funs. supper, working and crapping.. everything! but why must i see him at this moment? i often wonder wad i will say to him when we see each other in the near future? i got no answer. and it happen ytd.
as usual, if im free, i will go for the staff meeting.. so when i finish my work, i headed down cathay. went over to ps and get something to eat cos i noe meeting confirm last very long de. when i leave ps walking towards cathay, i saw him with his frens. i was behind him. i think very long and in my heart struggle that shld i called and jus say hi? i did. i called his name. he turn back and walked even faster. wtf. when we walked till cathay level 1. i ask him. dun even wan to say hi? he say he did. did he? not even 5 secs, he say need to go, bye. i dun even wan to say bye. thats it. that is the ending that i waited for so long.
was msging 4 ppl during the meeting. thanks ppl. if not i think i will go crazy sitting down there.
thanks feng yi, francis, mark and siji. thanks alot!
and the staff meeting ends at 10pm. was feeling damn F*** up. cant find ppl to tok. francis was doing closing so went up and look for him for a tok. got better after the tok. we tok until he finish work la.. then i took the last bus home. make me realise quite a number of things. thanks francis.
different ppl make me realise things.
either
*its time to let it go.
*he jus wan u to live better thats why he is doing this.
*jus forget abt him. he's not worth it.
*give him more time
for the second reason, explaination is done. in a break up of a relationship, one of the person have to be the bad guy. it might be the most cruel method but it is the most effective one.
the person who say tis, think that he jus wan me to live better.
A thinks this is good for B, B thinks that is better another way. but their objective is the same
A sees it as a no choice situation n have to be the bad guy.. B thinks there r better way out. A sees tat it mayb e fastest n best solution rather den hanging it.
after the tok. was asking myself, am i overeacting? i dunno. dun ask me.
xueying will be missing for sometime.
