okay. ytd went back home but never use com at all cos my bro using. as usual, i didnt went home after work. it is always like tat. u wun wan to go home and be alone. meet szesing after work. cos our workplace quite near.. then took bus to suntec to buy donuts.. donuts again!! lol.. i say i dun wan to buy end up i still eat 2. okay.. i was having a very bad sorethroat so i didnt eat double choco. but donuts is fried food la.. doesnt matter. 2 donuts was my dinner ytd. so we went to coffee bean to sit down and tok. and we nearly tok for 3 hours!! but wad we tok is confidentally la.. =x
during our tok, our mood went ups and downs. we still got tok abt our childhood la.. hmmm.. not so far ba.. primary and sec sch life lor.. and thats was the ups.. but when we tok about something elses, our mood went down again.
we sit until the coffee bean close la.. lol.. so we make our way back cos tomolo the both of us still got attachment.. when we are on the way back, we pause at a place.. when they are alot of the capsule machine!! we had our fun there =) how i wish i got more 1 dollar coins.. cos there are so many cute cute things!! okay.. me and szesing get 2 each.. a mario keychain and disney finger puppet. so cute la.. for the mario i got the turtle shell and she got the mushroom.. me and turtle thing so you yuan la.. like my kuma kuma.. and szesing say it sounds like a malay name.. hahas.. then for the disney finger puppet i got eyhore? i dunno how to spell la.. is the blur blur one.. then like blue colour one.. hahas.. szesing got winne the pooh! hahas..
and home~~ =X
so called eat my late dinner or supper la.. eat instant noodles lor.. haiz.. cos was quite hungry ma.. lol..
i remember there's one time we quarrel. not really quarrel.. cos we dun. we dun have incidents that we shout each other back very angrily. is jus that not happy sometimes nia.. and no matter how not happy we are, we will still got home together. not like other couples when they quarrel, straight away split ways. maybe is because we live damn near each other ba.. and im glad that we didnt went home separately on our own. cos it will worsen the relationship even faster. although it still ended. okay.. went back to tat incident, i so called abit not happy and complain to him that he has no time for me. then never msg me quite some time. but he point out to me that wad if he has to go army now then the suitation will be even worse. cos now he no time for me and cant msg me is because sch. then wad if he go army wun it be worse?
at that point of time i dun really agree with him. cos if he really go army now, and is a sooner or later thing la.. but he will at least msg me everynight de ba.. cos there is boring and u will miss the loved ones outside. and of cos i will wait for him when he go army. if thats something i think i can overcome why now he tell me he wan to break up with me becos of exams coming and i cant overcome it? he say exams coming and he need to study for it. exams weeks is only the most up to a month.. that was like very kua zhang le la.. got ppl like few days finish liao.. if in the past i feel that im able to wait for him for 2 year plus when he go army why he not giving me a chance to wait for him for 1 month exam period?
waiting is a very painful experience. and it is even worse when you dun even noe wad u will get after long waitings.
maybe that time im able to say im can wait for the 2 years army is becos u noe that the person u are waiting, his heart still linked to you. but now a month exam period is worse. cos the person has left u and u still wish to wait for him. and of course u noe that his heart might linked to another person already.
im still waiting.
