okay. i cried for him again.
i dunno. at work wad damn bored. so decided to pick up my phone and clear my msgs cos memory going full liao. almost 80 to 90 percent de msg is from him. from the day we got tgh, we have been keep on msging each other. it is full of memories. ppl tend to forgot the good points of other ppl and only remember the bad points. thats wad i have been doing.
all the msgs includes our sweet memories, quarrel, unhappiness. but sweet memories stands out. he really care alot for me that time. and he did ONCE love me lots. i always say how much i still love him now, even for now. but he really did the same thing in the past. of cos now i cant ask for the past him to come back. only can say i didnt treasure him while he's still beside me. if anyone ask me if i have to chance to rechoose again, will i still be with him?
my previous post was: if ppl noes that they will break up, why in the first place they wan to be tgh? ive got the answer. the answer is: MEMORIES. u might be tgh with alot of ppl and end up all of them is not ur mr right, but nothing beats memories. and it is something that cant be taken away. me and him got MEMORIES. mi and him might forget abt it one day. he might already did. but not me. and no one get take it away from me. most importantly, he did ONCE love me lots. thats something i cant deny.
and i guess my answer for the question is obvious. YES.
cos by looking at the past msg, will be able to tell that no matter how busy he is, he still willing to spend his time with mi. but im jus too greedy. always think that it is not enough. thats why we ended up quarrel. i jus failed to understand the reason. i think ppl will have to lose it, then they noe how to treasure. no more sorry no more apologize. cos i noe it wun change anything. no matter how regret i am now. i can only carry on with my life.
