is my existance for real?
i often ask myself this question. it appear like you doesnt need mi anymore. whether im there or not, is not important at all. questions always pass through my mind. wad are you doing now? are you alright? wad are you busy with? many many things strike pass. it almost reach a limit where i cant take it. every night, i have to keep thinking and thinking till my mind really cant take it and have to rest. ppl always ask mi to think on the positive side. say there's nothing much for me to be worried about. but its said easier then done. when u need mi, i'll be there. when i need you, i try not to disturb you. is that wad i shld do? is that only wad i can do?
*i noe i will be blame for unreasonable again.
