i've been wondering
if the clock could turn back, will i do a different thing?
if the clock could turn back, will everything be the same as now?
am i consider too stubborn?
i often think, it is not my fault.. but is it true?
i've been lying to myself all the time..
i always thought that if i dun care abt it, it will be alright..
but in the end, i am the one who is suffering from it...
others are jus as happy as before.
whereas i am the only one who still stay in the past.
when can i cross the barrier
and get these thing out of my head??
i wun be able to forgive myself from making those decision.. NEVER. . . .