haiz.. another week has past.. still the same old thing.. got a bit different.. or better? but i still feel is not the same anymore..
i hav been wondering.. did i enter the right course?
of course, after one year le then think of this question sound quite strange la.. but i jus feel it that way.. haiz
been busy with projects all these days.. but i still able to think of that! haiz.. should keep myself more and more and more busy to stop my mind from wondering.. if not i think i will hav another breakdown sooner or later...
i really dun like this kind of life.. am i able to stop it or change it? but i think i wun be able to do so.. i dun hav this ability! haiz..
all the projects are giving me different types of problem..
studio project- i cant even decide on a theme to work on.. scare i didnt chose a good theme.. but i cant continue wasting time on it.. haiz..
VI- hav been running out of ideas already.. will i able to think of more ideas?
illustrator- not doing very well also..
3D modeling- haiz.. cant really catch wad the teacher teach..
advertising and packaging- no idea of wad shld i do.
and more.. haiz..
i hav already so many problems.. consider problematic..
