Sunday, June 19, 2011
These are not jus a set of numbers.. These are the numbers that is hurting me.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
maybe when one day you have decided to turn back your head to look for me, you might discover that im a changed person or i might not be standing and be the one waiting for you.
no one will understand wad im going through. the sames goes with i dun understand anyone else. thats why there's always a saying. live for yourself and not live for others. if you are the someone who is so used to a person, and expecting that he or she will always be there for you, pls dun think it this way.
cos you might lose it without you realizing it. maybe you wun even shed a tear or feel anything if you lose it.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Is either move on to the next part or it's gonna die here.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Disappointment always comes with expectations.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Is there anyone that I can tok to? I'm seriously worried.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
I will nt do that again. Only show how dumb I'm.
Know that I'm not in your plan. Sorry that most likely u will nt be in mine.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Ive should have known better. How much is it to you.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
The changes, makes me, feels, neglected.
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
從妳的眼角 慢慢地明瞭
我能做的很少
原來妳藏著傷 但不想和我聊
妳選的電影 像某種預告
不坦白的主角
最後流著眼淚 堅持獨自走掉
散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢
散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 妳留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 卻撕掉 不要
呵護地祈禱 溫柔地討好
愛能讓人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢
散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 我們和你們不能比較
但我的愛多強悍 出乎妳預料
散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢
散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回憶像副手銬
越是掙脫越纏繞 我比妳明瞭
Monday, March 07, 2011
Been doing alot of thinking.. Pondering alot of things.. When a ger keep quiet, doesn't means she has nothing to say.. Is jus that she do not know to use words to describe how she feels.. And she noes, sometimes, it doesn't do any help by saying anything.. Words doesn't helps, explanations doesnt help.. It will never change the fact.. And it doesn't change the truth. It's only up to her to believe.. Maybe she knew everything right from the start. Been waiting for that moment.
Monday, February 21, 2011
ive guess everything here has been forgotten.
也许有一天你回头，你会发现我已不再那个路口。
1.很偶尔的，你会找我，联系我，你的突然出现，还是会挑拨我的心弦。只是，我也学会对你伪装了，不冷不热，不咸不淡，笑得没心没肺，也不会再流那廉价的眼泪了。然后听你轻轻地说：“你变了。”
2.总要等到过了很久，总要等退无可退，才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西，在后来的日子里，再也遇不到了。
3.回家的路上我哭了，眼泪再一次崩溃了，我无能为力这样走着，再也不敢骄傲奢求了，我还能够说些什么？我还能够做些什么？我好希望你会听见，因为爱你，我让你走了。
4.再见了，我那么那么爱你，虽然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遗憾了。现在，我把爱情还给你，你把我仅有的一点点骄傲还给我好不好？
5.我还是会相信爱情，只是不会再相信爱情能永远。
6.你突然点醒我，我们相识的时间能够以年计算了，你找到了你爱的，而我，还在原地徘徊着。
7.我们再也不会像以前那样，以彼此为不可替代；我们再也不会像以前那样，那样用力的爱，直到哭了出来。
8.陪你走完这一段路，你也变成我路过的路。
9.如果可以请不要念念不忘，伤口好了，就要舍得离开。
10.望穿你眼中的流年，我相信你真的爱过我，就像我当初真的为了你，可生可死。
11.一天，我终于不再思念他，因为他离开太久了，我的习惯已经不再是习惯。
12.一直固执的以为面对什么事情我都能够坦然的微笑，可是，终于在你转身决定离去的一刹那，我泪如泉涌，不可抑制。这是，过往的幸福嘲笑着心中的疼痛，原来，世界上最痛的痛是离开。
13.我赢了所有人，却输掉了你。
14.最浪漫的情话，是当那个已经跟你分手了的情人打电话来问：“你好吗？”你稀松平常的回答：“我很好。”而其实你还爱着他，你一点也不好。
15.有天当你想起我，时间已摆平所有的错，也学会不再问为什么。直到有一天，面对爱情开始吝啬，会不会怀念当初的炙热？一路上经过各自曲折，直到有一天，选某个人相濡以沫。
16.我唯一没有做好的事，就是说了“我爱你”。
17.当看破一切的时候，才知道，原来失去比拥有更踏实。
18.有一个人，教会你怎样去爱了，但是，他却不爱你了
19.与其到处找借口，不如直接说一句我不爱了。
20.没有他我不会不习惯，因为我从来没有习惯拥有他。
21.忘记那个人，不如忘记自己，告诉自己，不是怕他忘记，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。岁月带走的是记忆，但回忆会越来越清晰。真的有一天，他回过头来告诉你，他一直在惦记你，千万不要相信，因为，他已经不是原来的他，而你，也不再是过去的你。
22.我再也不会奋不顾身的去爱一个人了，哪怕是你。
23.你没有错，是我飞蛾扑火。
24.我心里一直有你，只是比例变了而已。
25.现在终于到了要分别的时候，他比我先走，我反而觉得有点欣慰。这样的悲伤，迟早会让我们其中一个人单独体会，就让我来承担好了。
26.望着你离开的背影，我告诉自己要坚强，不哭，是因为爱你，更是因为懂你。
27.我们都这样离散在岁月的风里，回过头去，却看不到曾经在一起的痕迹，尽管，曾今那么用力的在一起过。
28.转弯只为遇见你，却忘记了，你也会转弯。
29.总以为，在最初的地方，有一个最原来的我，就也会有一个最原来的你。
30.是你变了心，还是白天黑夜交换了时差？你笑着说，我们还是似曾相识的朋友样子。我住在这个伤感的城市，而你却在那头看不见的城市，没有你的城市我只是一个人独自，而你却依然存活的快活。我把所有白纸写满你的名字，写满我对你的所有心事，我想把对你的爱全部颠覆，让你知道这些都是事实。
31.对于你，我始终只能以陌生人的身份去怀念。
32.你有新欢了，我连旧爱都不是。
33.也许有一天，你回头了，而我却早已，不在那个路口。
34.结局和过程都有了，再去纠缠，连自己都觉得贪婪。
35.忘记你，是为了证明我可以忘记你。
36.撕心裂肺的挽留，不过是心有不甘的表现。
37.我们说好一起老去看细水长流，却将成为别人的某某，在分岔的路口，你在左，我在右，我们都倔强的不曾回头。
38.藏在心底的话并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是并不是所有的疼痛都可以呐喊。
39.人这一辈子，真爱只有一回，而后即便再有如何缱绻的爱情，终究不会再伤筋动骨。
40.世界上最遥远的距离，是你转身后，我眼泪坠落的轨迹。
41.不停的写日记，我不知道停不住的究竟是笔，还是记忆。
42.幸福要各自去寻找，最后会习惯一个人的风景。那么久以后，我终于学会了微笑着想他。
43.在这个城市，做一道路过的风景，做一次匆匆的过客，只为了一个人。
44.我对你，只有放弃，没有忘记。
45.第一次的爱，始终无法轻描淡写。
46.分手后，我还认识你，不过不再想见你，你过的好，我不会祝福你，你过的不好，我也不会嘲笑你，因为我们从此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。
47.没有什么忘不了的，总会在以后的时间忘了你，先忘了你的样子，再忘了你的声音，忘了你说过的话，现在不行，以后也可以。
48.似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再见面，成熟的表演，不如不见。
49.让我站在心碎的地方，轻轻打一个结，一种缝补，阻止伤痛再流出。
50.我知道，忘记是件轻松的事情，只要不看着，不想着，不记着，就忘记了，就像，烟火过后的天空。
Sunday, July 04, 2010
WATCHING THE 100TH MOVIES WITH BABY YTD. STARTED OUR FIRST MOVIES AT THE CATHAY, WATCHING OUR 100TH MOVIES AT THE CATHAY.THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CAME AND LEAVE FOR A REASON TOO. NO MATTER IT IS GOOD OR BAD, YOU CANT STOP IT FROM HAPPENING. IT WILL HAVE TO DEPEND ON HOW YOU ARE GOING TO HANDLE IT. IT ACTUALLY HELPS SOMEONE TO THINK BETTER AND NOE WAD DOES HE OR SHE REALLY WANTED. THINGS ALWAYS CHANGE WITHOUT YOU REALISING IT. AND BY THE TIME YOU AWARE, IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE. YOU NEVER NOE HOW AND WHEN DOES IT REALLY STARTED, ITS JUS LIKE WHEN U REALISE, IT SEEMS LIKE YOU WOKE UP FROM A DREAM, AND IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE. SOMETIMES IF YOU LIVE IT AND DO NOTHING WHEN THINGS HAPPEN IT MIGHT BE GOTTEN WORSE BUT IT MAY NOT BE THE CASE. SOMETIMES IF YOU LEAVE IT, NOTHING MAY HAPPEN. BUT WHEN YOU OVERDONE IT, TRYING TO FIND THE TRUTH OF EVERYTHING, IT WILL JUS MAKE THING EVEN WORSE. OR GETTING THE ENDING OF THING EARLIER WHEN YOU ACTUALLY WAN IT TO BE A LASTING ONE. THERE'S ALWAYS A SAYING; 长痛不如短痛。BUT HOW MANY PPL CAN LAST THROUGH THIS PAIN? OR IF YOU HANDLE IT DIFFERENTLY THE RESULT WILL BE DIFFERENT? NO ONE CAN CONFIRM ON IT.BEEN STARTED 2 MONTH PLUS OF MY WORK. EVERYTHING IS DOING WELL. EXCEPT THE TURNOVER RATE IS SCARY.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
DUN REALLY NOE IF IT IS A BRAND NEW START FOR ME.. FOR THE PAST ONE WEEK IS KINDA BORING.. NOTHING MUCH TO DO. ALTHOUGH IT SEEMS LIKE IS A GOOD DEAL FOR ME BUT THE TIME REALLY PAST SO SLOOOWWLY SIA.. HOPE THAT THERE'S THINGS TO DO SO THAT MY TIME WILL PAST A BIT FASTER.. X.XSO FAR SO GOOD.. NEVER LATE FOR WORK... HAHAS.. COS IT IS REALLY QUITE NEAR MY HOUSE.. JUS THAT EVERYTIME WHEN GOING HOME IT STARTED RAINING.. AND THE BUS IS USUALLY PACKED LIKE SARDINE AND THE ROAD IS ALWAYS JAM. WASTE MY TIME.. LOL.. RAIN GOD.. PLEASE DUN ALWAYS STARTS TO RAIN WHENEVER I NEED TO GO HOME.. X.X I THINK ALOT OF PPL WILL BE GRATEFUL TO YOU DE.. =D
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
BRAND NEW START ON NEXT MONDAY. WISH ME LUCK THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. =)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
IM IN THE LEARNING PROCESS NOW. LEARNING SOMETHING. NOT SOMETHING NEW. BUT SOMETHING THAT IVE ONCE HAVE. SOMETHING THAT EVERYONE HAS IT DEEP INSIDE THEIR HEART. EITHER THEY DID NOT USE IT OR THEY FEEL THAT THEY HAVE NO NEED FOR IT THEY WILL STARTS TO FORGET IT BIT BY BIT AND WHEN THEY REALIZE, THEY HAVE ALREADY LOST IT. ONCE, I HAVE IT, AND I HAVE USED IT. BUT AS TIMES GOES BY, IM LIVING IN MY COMFORT ZONE, I FEEL THAT I HAVE NO USE FOR IT SO I STARTED TO LET IT DISAPPEAR BIT BY BIT IN MY HEART. AND NOW I NEED TO FIND IT BACK. WHETHER IT WILL DO ME AND GOOD OR WILL IT CHANGE ANYTHING, IT WILL HAVE TO LEAVE IT TO FATE. BUT OF COURSE, MY INTENTION IS FOR THE GOOD FOR EVERYONE.
Friday, February 26, 2010
BEEN SO LONG NEVER REALLY BLOG ABOUT MYSELF, BLOG ABOUT THINGS THAT IS HAPPENNING AROUND ME.
THESE FEW YEARS, I GUESS IVE REALLY CHANGE ALOT. ESPECIALLY LAST TWO YEARS. I DUNNO HOW TO PUT IN WORDS. IM DIFFERENT. FROM WAD IM INITIALLY. HAVE GOOD AND BAD. GOOD THING IS I THINK IVE GAIN MORE EXPERIENCE FROM LIFE. BUT DOES ALL THESE BENIFITS ME OR IT HAS GOTTEN ME WORSE? MORE EXPERIENCE IN LIFE, KNOW MORE AND MORE ABOUT HOW HUMAN THINKS AND WAD HUMAN WILL DO. USED TO THINK THAT HUMAN ARE INNOCENT. WHATEVER THEY DO, THEY DUN MEAN IT. JUS LIKE A SMALL KID THAT WUN HURT ANYONE. BUT THE TRUTH IS, THE OLDER A PERSON GET, THE MORE THEY DUN UNDERSTAND THEMSELVES.
LOOKING BACK AT THE FLASHBACK OF MY LIFE, PEOPLE WHO HAVE WENT THROUGH AND LEAVE MY LIFE. DID I EVER LEAVE A PLACE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE TOO?
DOES REGRET GOING TO BRING ANYTHING BACK? DOES REGRET GOING TO CHANGE ANYTHING THAT HAS ALREADY IN THE PAST TENSE? OR WILL IT GOING TO HURT AND CHANGE WHATEVER YOU ARE HAVING? WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVING REGRETS? TREASURE WHATEVER YOU HAVE AND HOPEFULLY WE DO NOT BRING ANY REGRETS IN OUR LIFE.
WITHOUT MAKING ON THE FIRST STEP, IT IS NOT GOING TO BRING ME ANY FURTHER. THE MORE YOU TREASURE, THE MORE YOU ARE NOT WILLING TO CHANGE. THE MORE YOU CANT LET GO, THE MORE YOU ARE GOING TO GET HURT. THE MORE YOU GIVE IN, IT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GET WAD U EXPECTED TO.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
永远不要对女人说谎。因为女人一眼就可以看穿了。你知道男人和女人说谎最大的差别在哪里吗？男人说谎，是要让自己觉得好过。而女人说谎呢，是要让对方好过。女人选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人，不是故意的，只是没有伤害对方的勇气。败犬女王
Sunday, February 21, 2010
当你发现原本你以为只属于你的，如今已不再是你一个人的，难免会感到难过。而这属于你的竟然要和别人分享，你会作和选择呢？有人常说，是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是你的。勉强是不会幸福的。可是当你已经天真的以为那就是你的幸福，而事情却不是你想的样呢？
Friday, February 19, 2010
懂得珍惜的人，只不过想好好的被真心对待。懂得付出的人，只不过想好好的能得到真爱。得不到真心与真爱的对待，只是一次又一次的伤害。如果无法珍惜，真心对待，付出真爱，就别再伤害值得的人。
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
如果上天让你失去一个达浪，它一定会还你另一个达浪。
Friday, February 12, 2010
I ALSO DUNNO WAD'S WRONG WITH ME. HATE MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING. WHATEVER MOOD SWING CAN YOU JUS PLEASE GO AWAY!! ITS MAKES ME HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE FOR DOING AND SAYING THE THINGS THAT I SHOULD NOT AND I DUN INTEND TO. I JUS WAN TO LEAD A SIMPLE AND PEACEFUL LIFE WITH MY FRIENDS AND MY LOVED ONES.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
NO MORE WORRIES ON THE HOLE ON MY TOOTH!! FINALLY CAN HAVE A GOOD GOOD SLEEP.. BUT NOW GOT A BIG BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET. GONNA SAVE BACK THE $$, NO MORE SHOPPING, NO MORE CLOTHES, NO MORE BAG LIAO.. X.X
Friday, January 29, 2010
IT JUS SOMETHING THAT IM NOT UP TO IT. THINGS THAT IM BEEN TRYING, DONE EVERYTHING THAT I CAN. BUT IM JUS NOT UP TO IT. IM JUS NOT THE RIGHT PERSON. NO MATTER WAD IVE DONE, NO MATTER HOW HARD IVE TRIED, IT WILL NOT WORKS. OTHER PPL MIGHT MAKE IT WORKS WITHOUT ANY EFFORT BECAUSE THEY ARE JUS THAT RIGHT ONE FOR IT. NO MATTER HOW MUCH IVE CHANGE BECAUSE OF IT, IT WILL NOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT IM NOT UP TO IT.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
HEY HEY PPL.. FLYING TO BANGKOK IN LIKE LESS THAN AN HOUR~~~ CYA PPL WHEN IM BACK!!! SHOP TILL I DROP~~ HAHAS.. BYEEEE =D
Monday, January 18, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~~~HAPPY 2YEARS AND 3MONTHS BABY~~
Thursday, January 14, 2010
18 JANUARY. SUCH A NICE AND HAPPENING DATE. LETS SEE HOW WILL FATE BRING ME TO.
Monday, January 11, 2010
RECENTLY ALOT OF SETBACKS. WHICH MAKES ME FEELS LIKE GIVING UP. SHLD I OR SHLD I FIGHT TILL THE END EVEN I DUNNO IF THE RESULTS IS WAD I WANTED?
Friday, January 01, 2010
HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!! HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR. =DA BRAND NEW YEAR, A BRAND NEW START. EVERYONE STAY HAPPY =)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
RANDOMS~THINGS MIGHT HAVE CHANGE WITHOUT EVEN ANYONE NOTICING IT.
