well.. i guess im late again.. something wrong with my phone that no matter how many times my mum called me, it jus dun ring. lol.. seems that a new phone might be more important then the things that i wanted. anyway, my elder bro jus brought a new phone.. argg.. super rich.. zzz.. anyway, he used an -__-" excuse to buy a new phone. cos both my 2 bro are using song ericsson K800i.. then my second bro jus lost him phone so.. my elder buy new phone then pass his K800i to my second bro.. nth to do with my right? can only see them take new phone which my one can throw into rubbish bin liao. faintz.
suddenly i feel that u drift more and more apart from me. u like disappear from the world, or jus disappear from my sight. i dun get a chance to noe how u are doing. are u fine? everythings alright? i dunno. strictly speaking, i really DUNNO.
so weird. these 2-3 days im extremely weird. keep thinking abt him. WHY? i dunno. even im on the bus sleeping, i still think of him. thinking that last time he used to sit beside me, giving me his shoulder so that i can lie on it. but i always dun. i dunno why. this is like the grass jelly drink incident. WEIRD. human are always not satisfied with wad they have and now they are regretting so much. and i really do. if im contented with wad i have, we will have more happy memories. and i can say, IT IS DAMN LOTS MORE. but no one will be contented with wad they have. they always wanted more and wan things to be better.
i dunno wad i will talk to him if i have the chance to see him again. although i really noe that i dun have the chance. it is very pathetic that u wan to see this particular person so much but u dun dare to look for him. cos u noe he dun wan u to do so. even i go right to his face, i wun noe wad i shld say and he will have nth to tok to me. so why i still wan to see him? thats why i say im weird and stupid. can predict wad are the things that going to happen next yet still think abt him.
im getting more and more nagging and long winded.
OMG!!! jus received msg from jonna that result are out!! well.. expected result -_-". hmmm.. while im rushing my project im still with him and thats my MEMORIES with him! nothing can replace that. and of course, no one can replace him.
