jus reach home!! again. dun feel like sleeping.. everytime there are so many things on my mind that makes mi dun wan to sleep at all.. well, wake up at 11 plus in the morning and went to the bank.. but realise that the bank near my house was closed down.. so acutally i decided to went back home de.. but i saw 72 jus nice come la.. so i board the bus and go hougang mall.. zz..
waited and waited so long at the bank.. zzz.. then still need to go home and change before meeting fy..
=) brought a formal shirt and pants today.. sian.. everyday spend spend spend.. somemore tomolo still wan to go comex.. maybe buying a mp3 or mp4 player.. spend money again. sian but happy.. lol.. how i wish that everything no need money then can get.. lol.. not possible la..
after shopping, as usual worked on a saturday.. lol.. as usual doing level 1.. but the worse thing is the air con at level is not working!!! and i can say is damn damn damn HOT!!! and stuffy!! me and hui wen was like sweating all the way.. dunno how the afternoon staff they can tahan.. cos afternoon confirm HOTTER!! going to faint at level 1 le la.. then there like sauna like tat lor.. omg!!
hmmm.. well.. saw alot of ppl today.. hahah.. all came and watch movie.. make mi sad only.. i work they watch movie.. lol.. got chongwei, alvin and lucas lor.. but they all came at different timings.. hahas.. blah blah blah..
after my sauna torturing finally can have bit of aircon and it super wonderful la! hahas..
so. . . after that went over to cine! watch dead silence.. strange show and i dun understand abit here and there.. hahas..
i jus hope that i can get abit of attention from you. i noe i'm stupid to keep on thinking this way. but i jus cant help it. maybe one day i will stop, or maybe it will carry on till the day i die? obviously i noe u are avoiding me yet i hope i can get a bit of attention from you. and there are so many things that im not confirm yet.
is the feeling still there? or you have jus forgotten every single things we have done together, every single bit of memories that we once have? will it helps by everyday dropping a small message for you or it will jus make things worse? even though i dun even noe u will see it at all. i noe u are busying with your studies and i really hope u can do well for it even u feel that it has nothing to do with me.
all i can do is every now and then, doing something hoping i can get some respond for it. even the chances are very very slim.
