hmmm.. ppl.. now is 6.40am. and im still awake. anyway i jus reach home 4 and a half hours ago. but i have no sense of feeling to sleep. i also dunno why.. is like so weird. got time to slp but dun wan to sleep.. jus got back from work at around 2 plus.. actually can consider i working 6 days a week but im not feeling tired? everyday after attachment work i dun feel like going home then jus wan to stay out? not becos i dun like my house or wad. but i jus feel like staying out. even im alone.
to you:
i jus feel very sorry for the things i've done and i've say. i know things ended up this way is all my fault and i deserve this kind of ending. i dun deserve a person like you. im jus not good enough. and i know is not that i say one sorry it will change anything. i cant be the one that bring happiness to you. all i did was giving you troubles and troubles. im so sorry about that. im like so useless that i cant even do anything for you. and i cant remember wad i have done for you when we are tgh. i wan to do things now but i noe it is too late. no matter wad i say, it will not change anything anymore. jus another time, im sorry.
