Thursday, August 02, 2007
bad mood everyday~~ not really consider bad mood la.. jus cant get things to really make mi happy. everyday in such a mood makes mi dunno wad can i do to make things better. ppl say ur mood will be affect by others. like if ur fren is not happy, u also wun feel that good. my darling fengyi arh.. -_-" recently very stress over her project.. then see her very sian also.. must jia you. dun worry very fast will past de. but im not much better.. even im not busy with my projects, doesnt mean im feeling much better. things get worse for me. i noe is not right to write about somethings over here. but honestly, have to say it is not easy to find someone that really zhen xin listening to you talking and talking over the same thing. and u will also dun wan to trouble ur fren when everybody is so busy with their thing. im been told not to think too much on somethings, and i also say i duncare or nevermind, which deep inside i care so much and the word nevermind jus wan to end things smoothly. in the past, i will stand for my right even at the cost of ended up quarreling. but now everything i jus say nevermind and suffer myself. cos even end up quarrel im still not the winning side. is not that everything i wan to win but i wan everything to be fair? i dunno whether thats the correct word to use. i noe in a relationship, there's nothing called fair and obviously there will be the one out the two giving more that the other. i dun mind be the one giving more but i cant see what im getting back, i dun expect to have anything big but jus a little concern and care really consider that much? jus a little out of the amount that u given mi in the past? but, i jus wan to say," you ni wo shi kuai le de"
