Tuesday, December 01, 2009
DID A LOT OF THINKING TODAY. GUESS MY BRAIN IS GETTING TIRED THAT'S WHY IM EXPERENCING SOME SLIGHT HEADACHE. DID A LOT OF WISHFUL THINKING, THINKING ABOUT MY PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE, DOS AND DONTS. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I DO THIS OR THAT, AND WAD WILL HAPPEN IF I DONT.BEEN THINKING WAD KIND OF PERSON AM I? WAD KIND OF LIFE IM NOW LEADING? AND WAD WILL THIS LEAD ME TO? SUDDENLY FELT VERY LOST. JUS LIKE LOSING MY WAY IN A FOREST. SHOULD REMAIN AT A SPOT TO WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO SAVE ME? OR SHOULD I EXPLORE AROUND TO FIND A WAY OUT? OR SHOULD I GRAB ON SOMEONE THAT I DUNNO WHERE HE OR SHE WILL BRING ME TO? INSECURITY?
Monday, November 30, 2009
SOMETHING TO ADD ON. THANKS BABY FOR SPENDING THE TWO DAYS WITH ME AFTER MY BDAE CELEBRATION. REALLY HAD ALOT OF FUN. =) LOVE YOU.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEFINALLY IM 21ST YEARS OLD.. SO OLD ALEADY.. LOL.. ENOUGH OF THE CRAPS..FIRSTLY, I WANNA THANKS SOME PPL TO MAKE MY BIRTHDAY PARTY WORKS..THANKS MY BABY, FENG YI, KEN AND KAI.. THANKS FOR COMING SO EARLY TO HELP TO SET UP THE THINGS. YOU ALL ARE REALLY GREAT!!THANKS BABY FOR HELPING ME TO PREPARE THE FOOD, HELP TO BUY THE NECCESSARY THINGS, WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO PREPARE AND FETCH ME TO COLLECT THE CAKE AND SENT ME THERE.THANKS BABY, FENG YI, KEN AND KAI FOR HELPING ME TO DO SOME LAST MINUTE SHOPPING, DOING UP ALL THE DECORATIONS, SETTING UP THE BBQ PIT AND STANDING THE WHOLE NIGHT THERE BBQING. THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING TO MY PARTY AND MAKE IT SO LIVELY AND HAPPENING. THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS AND I REALLY LOVE IT. THANKS FOR THE LITTLE LITTLE MSG THAT WAS WRITTEN ON MY GUEST BOOK. I WILL KEEP IT AS A PART OF YOUR WISHES THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME. THANKS BABY FOR SUPPORTING ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE PREPARATION AND CELEBRATION. I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE ALREADY VERY TIRED BUT STILL FOR THE SAKE OF ME YOU ENDURE AND PULLED IT THROUGH. THANKS BABY FOR THE SPECIAL PRESENT THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. REALLY LOVES IT LOTS. THANKS BABY.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
PIGGY BABY YOU.. LOVE YOU LOTS TOO =)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
HEY EVERYONE, VERY SOON WE WILL BE STEPPING INTO 2010. EVERYTHING JUS FEEL LIKE IS YTD ONLY. TIME FLIES~ BEEN LOOKING THROUGH THE PAST POST TO SEE WAD IVE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS. AND IVE REALLY CHANGE ALOT. REALLY ALOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING AROUND ME AND IT HAS ALREADY BECOME A PART OF ME. EVERYONE IS GROWING UP DAY BY DAY AND WE ARE GETTING STRONGER AND STRONGER. ABLE TO HANDLE AND FACE MORE THINGS. 5 MORE DAYS =)
Saturday, November 21, 2009
PRETTY TIRED. BEEN SLEEPING ALOT THESE 2 DAYS. BUT STILL FEELING VERY TIRED. MAYBE IS BECOS OF THE STUPID MEDICINE THAT MAKE MY TONGUE SO NUMB AND TASTELESS.. X.X AND I FEEL SO DROWZY AFTER EVERYTIME I EAT THE MEDICINE.. BETTER GET REALLY WELL BEFORE THE DAY.
Friday, November 20, 2009
IVE ALWAYS THINK THAT TIDYING UP MY ROOM IS AN ACHIEVEMENT. =)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
BACKACHE..... OLD LIAO OLD LIAO.. SHAKE HEAD* HAIZ..
Saturday, November 14, 2009
O.Ooo FINALLY THIS BUSY WEEK IS GONNA OVER.. SO IM LEFT WITH MY BUSY MONTH. NOVEMBER IS REALLY A BUSY MONTH FOR ME. SO MANNNY THINGS TO DO. BUT AT LEAST ALL THE THING IVE DONE IS GONNA BE WORTHWHILE..LEFT TWO MORE WEEKS TO PLAN FOR MY BIRTHDAY. HOPE EVERYONE GONNA ENJOY THE DAY AND JOIN IN THE FUN.... HAHAHAS..LALALALALAS.. SHOULD PAMPER MYSELF FOR ALL THE HARDWORK.. HAHAS..
Friday, November 13, 2009
WOOHOO~~~~ SUPERB HAPPY!!! THANK EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES AND I DID IT!!!! YES.. HAHAS.. SO HAPPY HAPPY.. =)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
HAHAHAHAS.. SPENDING THE LAST FEW MINS AT WORK FOR THIS WEEK BLOGGING.. HOHOHO.. TOOK HALF DAY AND TOMORROW OFF THIS WEEK. ALL THE BEST BEST BEST FOR ME =)) EVERYONE WENT FOR LUNCH LE BUT IM STILL IN THE OFFICE. GONNA LEAVE AT 12.30 SHARP.. HAHAS.. THANKS BABY YTD FOR THE SWEET SURPRISE =DAS FOR JONNA, MOST IMPORTANTLY YOU MUST BE HAPPY K?HOHOHOHO. ANOTHER 15DAYS I WILL BE OFFICIALLY 21!! HAHAHAS.. 12.28 NOW.. SWITCH OFF COM...........................
Sunday, November 08, 2009
BUSY MONTH, BUSY WEEK. HAPPY EVERYBODY =)
Monday, November 02, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
IVE JUS GOT A WEIRD FEELING. SOMETHING THAT I DUNNO HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS. FEEL IT WHENEVER IM ALONE AT HOME. FEEL IT WHEN EVERYONE IS DOING SO WELL BUT IM STILL THE SAME OLD ME.
IVE GOT A PROBLEM. IF YOU ARE AWARE OF SOMETHING THAT YOU DUN WAN TO NOE, WILL YOU GO AND CLARIFY AND THRASH THINGS OUT? OR U WILL JUS PRETEND THAT YOU DUNNO ANYTHING AND BEAR EVERYTHING YOURSELF? PPL TELLING ME TO THINK OF THE WORSE CASE SCENARIO. AND I FULLY NOE WHAT WILL BE THE WORSE CASE SCENARIO IF I THRASH THINGS OUT. ITS JUS THAT IM NOT PREPARE FOR IT. OR I DUNNO IF IM ABLE TO HANDLE IT.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
PHOTOS ON 181009.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
BEEN SEENING EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT. HAPPY FOR THEM. THOSE WHO CAN FORGET ABOUT THE PAST AND CARRY ON WITH THEIR PRESENT AND FUTURE. WE SHOULD NOT CLING ON THE OUR PAST AS IT WILL ONLY HURT OR CAUSE DAMAGE TO YOUR PRESENT AND YOUR FUTURE. WHATS OVER IS OVER. YOU CAN NEVER WIND BACK THE CLOCK. SO TO ALL MY FRENS AND EVERYONE WHO WILL SEE THIS, PLEASE PLEASE, DUN CLING ON TO YOUR PAST OR KEEPING ON THINKING ABOUT YOUR PAST. IT WILL ONLY MAKE YOUR PRESENT SUFFER. AND DO YOU THINK YOUR PRESENT REALLY DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS? IT WILL ONLY CAUSE MORE AND MORE REGRET IN YOUR LIFE. WAD EVER THAT HAS OVER, I HAVE PUT BEHIND ME AND IT WILL NOT BOTHER ME ANYMORE. SO WAD ABOUT YOU? ACTUALLY I'VE NO IDEA WHO AM I ASKING. IT DOESNT MATTER ANYWAY. JUS TALKING ABOUT SOME RUBBISHES. I GUESS EVERYONE HAS A LEARNING STAGE TO PASS THROUGH. IT IS JUS THAT YOU NEED HOW MANY TIMES OR HOW LONG TO PASS IT. THIS SAME GOES FOR DRIVING. NO ONE ON EARTH NOES HOW TO DRIVE SINCE THE DAY HE OR SHE IS BORN. THEY WILL NEED TO GO THROUGH THE LEARNING STAGE, FALL AND CLIMB UP BEFORE THEY NOE HOW TO DRIVE. THEY ALSO NEED TO GO THROUGH LESSON AND TEST BEFORE THEY CAN DRIVE A CAR SAFETY. NOT EVERYONE IS ABLE TO PAST THE TEST AT THEIR FIRST TIME. SO IF THEY FAILED, THEY WILL NEED TO TRY AGAIN. BUT IF THEY FAILED, DO THEY HAVE TO COURAGE TO TAKE THE TEST AGAIN? OR WILL THEY JUS GIVE UP? IF YOU HAVE FALLEN OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP, WILL YOU TRY THE NEXT ONE AGAIN? OR YOU WILL WAN TO STAY SINGLE FOR YOU REST OF YOUR LIFE? THE SAME GOES FOR EVEN IF YOU PASS YOUR DRIVING TEST, BUT WILL YOU BE GURANTEE TO DRIVE SAFETY FOR YOUR REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR WILL YOU MET WITH AN ACCIDENT AND YOU DUN DARE TO ENTER A DRIVER SEAT AGAIN? IF YOU HAVE GONNA MARRIED WITH SOMEONE AND YOU REALISE THAT BOTH OF YOU REALLY DUN SUIT EACH OTHER AND ENDED UP DIVORCE, WILL YOU PICK UP YOUR COURAGE AND GET INTO ANOTHER MARRIAGE? OR YOU HAVE LOST TRUST IN EVERYONE? THIS POST IS SO CHIM. DUNNO HOW MANY PPL WILL UNDERSTAND. TO SUMMARRISE, ITS COMPARING DRIVING AND RELATIONSHIP. THERE'S PPL STARTED IT LATE OR EARLY. IT ALL DEPENDS ON INDIVIDUAL. RUBBISHES ME.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I ENVY PPL WHO CAN TAKE THINGS EASILY. IT IS SOMETHING THAT I CANT MASTER IT. PPL ALWAYS TELL ME TO TAKE THINGS EASILY AND DUN THINK IT UNTIL TOO COMPLICATED. BUT NO MATTER HOW I WAN TO SIMPIFY THINGS, IT JUS GETS MORE AND MORE COMPLICATED. IVE BEEN ASKING PPL, WAD IF YOU NOE SOMETHING THAT YOU DUN WISH TO NOE WAD WILL YOU DO? WILL YOU GO AND FIND OUT MORE? OR YOU WILL JUS KEEP QUIET? IF YOU NOE SOMEONE IS HIDING THINGS FROM YOU WAD WILL YOU DO? IF YOU NOE SOMEONE IS TELLING YOU A LIE, OR CHEATED ON YOU WAD WILL YOU DO? BEEN HEARING DIFF KIND OF COMMENTS AND ANSWERS BUT I JUS CANT FIND ONE THAT SUITS ME. I TOOK THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY AND I HATE TAT. IT MAKES ME SUFFER AND MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE. HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. SIMPLY LIVING IN HELL. IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE A CHOICE, IF YOU NOE THAT IF YOU NOE SOMETHINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU UNHAPPY, WILL YOU STILL WAN TO NOE? OR YOU WAN TO KEEP IN THE DARK AND PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED? I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THINGS WHEN I DUN MEAN IT.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
LIFE IS FULL OF SO MANY DOS AND DON'TS. AND OF COS MAKING DECISION. MAKING A DECISION IS DAMN HARD FOR ME. COS I ALWAYS WILL THINK OF WILL I REGRET? WILL I END UP EVEN MORE UNHAPPY? WELL, MAKING A GOOD DECISION IS IMPORTANT. IN LIFE, IT ALWAYS CANT BEAR TO HAVE A SLIGHT MISTAKE. SOUND SO CHIM TO ME. BUT WHO IN THE LIFE DUN MAKE MISTAKES? EVERYONE BOUND TO MAKE MISTAKES AND IT DEPENDS ON HOW SERIOUS THE MISTAKE IS AND IF IT IS FORGIVABLE. PPL ALWAYS SAY, IF I NOE THIS OR THAT, I WILL NOT DO THIS OR THAT.. BLA.. THATS A SAYING, MAKING A DECISION IS LIKE WHEN YOU ARE OVERSEAS AND YOU SAW SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE AND WANTED TO BUY. BUT IF YOU DIDNT BUY IT AND TOOK THE PLANE BACK, YOU CAN NEVER OWN THE THING. EH.. ANYWAY YOU CAN TOOK THE PLANE BACK AGAIN TO BUY THE THING. LOL.ENOUGH OF THOSE LOGIC OR NON LOGIC SAYING. LOL. ONE MORE WEEK. 7 MORE DAYS. AND .... HOPE THAT I CAN SETTLE IT ONCE AND FOR ALL. DUN WAN TO WASTE TIME AND WASTE MONEY. RECENTLY I'M DAMN BROKE. ALSO DUNNO WHY. DIDNT SAVE ANY SINGLE CENT FOR THE PAST 5 MONTHS AND KEEP ON TOUCHING ON MY SAVINGS. THIS IS A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEM. OMG. WHEN CAN I EVER SAVE UNTIL MY TARGET?? LOL.ACTUALLY I DUN HAVE ANY TARGET. THE MORE THE MERRIER. ZZZZ.. DIDNT NOE HOW DID I EVER SURVIVE DURING MY POLY TIME WHEN THE PAY IS MORE THAN TWICE THE AMOUNT LESSER THAN NOW. EVEN THOUGH NOW IS ALSO VERY LITTLE LAH.. LOL . FAINT. NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME. HAIZ.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
HUMANS ARE THE MOST CUNNING CREATURE IN THIS WORLD. EVERYTHING THAT THEY SAID IS ALL A LIE. A LIE TO COVER THEIR MISTAKES AND TO COVER THEIR GREEDS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRUSTED THE PERSON, THEY WILL JUST BREAK THE TRUST AND LIE TO YOU. I TRUSTED YOU ALL SO MUCH AND YOU ALL ARE JUST TAKING ME AS A FOOL AND PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPEN. YOU ALL ARE CHEATERS. AND I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TRUST WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY. IVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY, I LISTEN AND BELIEVE YOU. BUT THIS KIND OF THING YOU ALL STILL WAN TO BLUFF YOUR WAY THROUGH. I HATE IT AND I'M GONNA PROTECT MYSELF AND NOT GOING TO BELIEVE ANY SINGLE WORD. WHATEVER YOU ALL SAY IS FULL OF CRAP AND SHIT. WHAT YOU ALL DID IS FOR YOU OWN BENIFIT AND YOU ALL ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF. I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE THIS STUPID BLOODY PLACE. NOTHING OVER HERE IS WORTH STAYING ANYMORE. INITIALLY I STILL TOT THAT YOU ALL ARE BAD, BUT AT LEAST SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST. BUT THE TRUTH IS NOT. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU TOOK ME FOR A RIDE, I BEAR WITH IT AND I STILL THINK THAT AT LEAST YOU ARE WORTH TRUSTING. SOMEONE THAT I CAN TALK TO. BUT YOU ALL ARE JUST TOO MUCH. IVE SEEN ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING. NOT GOING TO TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE. NOT EVEN MYSELF. I HATE THIS PLACE I HATE EVERYONE HERE. FULL OF CHEATERS. EVEN IN MY OWN WORLD, CANT FIND SOMEONE TO TRUST.
Monday, August 10, 2009
woots.. now using com in my room again. thanks baby. love you.
Friday, July 24, 2009
getting more and more frustrated everyday. 2 more hours before i off work. nothing seems right and i dunno wad next. im losting the direction in life and no idea how to carry on. i dunno where is the limit and wad should be done. and there's no defination of wad is correct and wad is wrong. maybe thats the reason why im so lost. im noe im gonna be blame to be unreasonable again. but i guess now lonely is the word to describe how i feel. people will start asking me, so wad is it i wan and wad has to be done in order for me to be satisfy? and there is no answer for it. i jus need someone to care and be there.Wednesday, July 22, 2009
To: Piggy,Happy Birthday to you,Happy Birthday to you,Happy Birthday to Piggy,Happy Birthday to you.Nothing much to say, jus wanna say happy birthday.starting raining dunno when, jus noe that when my alarm ring, outside is raining heavily. thats the most sian part when you noe you have to leave your cosy bed and come to work. i getting so sick and tired of things happening. jus wanna treat myself better, make myself happier but it is jus so difficult. every single little thing will jus pop by and ruin my day. like i say, treasure wad ever you had, but if you really had enough, sometimes is good to let it go.
Monday, July 20, 2009
updates updates. lifes really bad for me. things thats happening around me, really makes me wanna give up. anyway, jus receive a postcard from jonna.. Thanks jonna, that is really very sweet of you. at least i still feel that there's someone somewhere that cares about me. =) my supervisor jus got into an accident last last week. and now he is having one month mc. i guess this month at least i will feel better at work.fall sick last week. tot is H1N1. lol.. starting from sorethroat, flu, fever and cough. everything came in a package. was on mc last mon. and got back to work on the next day. but has been coughing the whole week and no strenght to learn driving. been missing the lesson for one week. tomolo shall continue. people, frens and anyone who read this. please, please appreciate wat you have and wat ppl is doing for you. cos they have already tried their very best to make things work and pls dun hurt them as they dun deserve that.
Monday, June 22, 2009
shit. damn du lan today. he better dun give attitude and step on my tail.. arg.. dun wan to see his face. lol.. xx. jus venting some anger over here today. hope i can faster find a better job.
Monday, June 15, 2009
my com jus die off ytd. and is beyond repair. omg. where to find another 1k to buy a new com on top of learning driving?? haix. meanwhile ppl who see this pls contact me via phone as i dun when i can came back online. pray hard my phone dun give me any problems at this time.had a fun weekend last week. met up with a lot frensss.. =) all thanks to ah mok's birthday. stay over night at the chalet and drop dead on the next morning. lol. but its really fun to hang out like tat =))got so much things i wan, but totally broke. dunno wad am i gonna do. without $$, cant do anything and cant say quit jiu quit. really stuck at no where. and when someone is sway, is really sway to the max. everything say spoil jiu spoil. omg. how i wish $$ drop from sky. lol.. sound so ridiculous.. zzzz..x.x.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
today at work is damn busy. hardly catch a breath out of it. suddenly so many stupid issue pop ups. superb sianzzz..
went for my final theory trial test today. and i flunked it. zz. superb sian. everything is so bad today. damn suay day. fxxx up.. sry for the vulgur. cant stand my stupid life. everything is wrong. nothing's right.
after the test went to amk and buy some stuffs and headed home. cant find the thing i wan to buy. another stupid thing.Monday, June 08, 2009
little updates. been learning driving the past two weeks.. hope i can finish it asap.. before ssdc moved to woodlands.. well.. still got around 9months? shld be okay if i rush abit ba.. jia you =))now still thinking if i shld quit? is it a good time to do so? can i find a better job? but now the job the location is good. every morning my dad will fetch me there. and if im learning driving, is damn near. walking distance. but if i quit, guess i can learn the driving faster. with more lesson in one week. but now, the most 2 to 3 lesson. cos not everyday i can leave so early. today damn stress. never ending problems. dunno why. opps! forgot to do one report today. tml morning have to go there and rush liao.. have to sleep liao. tomolo still gonna work.hope everyone is doing fine =))Monday, May 11, 2009
off in lieu. been staying at home the whole day. a day for my to slack slack surf surf net, play play games. dun have to go to work and it feels so great. hw i wish got more off in lieu. but sad to say, didnt see any upcoming ph till august. yucks.omg... i type half way and i fall asleep. wake up at around 5 plus and only manage to sleep at 4 plus.. shld be tried. but dunno why my body jus refuse to rest.. lol.. luckily i didnt sleep alot.. if not later is at night i will have a hard time falling asleep le..feel like shit now. think i sprain my neck while sleeping. arrrggg.
